duminică, 21 noiembrie 2010

Just listen…



[Talking] This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn't realize it at the time
I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don't really expect you to either
It's just... I don't even know
Just listen?

You're the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn't me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it's raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn't want to get hurt
But I didn't know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn't care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don't know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You're number one, always in my heart
And now I can't believe that our love is torn apart

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ?cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can't hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I'm insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I'm not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ?cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking] I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but?
No matter what, you'll always be in my heart
You'll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can't take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I'm still there
I don't wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn't think you would ever do me like this
I didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed
I thought you'd be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I'm nothing to you, you're with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying
Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying

Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ?cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking] And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we'll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or wïthout me
I just want you to be happy
O dedicatie...








sâmbătă, 13 noiembrie 2010

Forever!


Asta e prietenie adevarata. Cand dai tot fara sa astepti ceva in schimb. Cand iubesti necondintionat si ai incredere deplina. Orice se poate intampla , dar stiu ca niciodata nu o sa te pierd cu adevarat. Am incredere in tine si in prietenia noastra mai mult decat orice. Stiu ca mereu o sa fii acolo pentru mine. Chiar daca ne certam , vorbim urat una cu alta amandoua stim ca nu putem sa fim certate mai mult de zece minute. Tu stii ca meriti tot ce e mai bun pe lumea asta. Nu o sa te pierd niciodata. Mereu o sa am grija de tine! Si sper ca peste zece ani sa fim la fel ca acum. Si cu rele si cu bune, nu mai conteaza, atata vreme cat ne avem una pe celalta... Orice vis as avea tu ai vrea sa fie real. Oricat as plange tu ai mereu o vorba buna sa imi spui.

joi, 11 noiembrie 2010

You have been the one for me.




Goodbye my lover.
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Tu ştii.. Ştii foarte bine ca nici măcar o secundă nu ti-am vrut răul.
Remember us and all we used to be
Ce a fost,a fost atît de frumos...
Îmi e dor... Dar o şansă nu vine de doua ori!




E ciudat...Cum încerc mereu sa îmi găsesc cîte ceva de făcut ca sa fiu ocupată... Sa îmi fie gîndul ocupat. Sa nu fie ocupat de tine! În fiecare zi.. Aceeaşi poveste , aceleaşi lucruri , aceleaşi persoane , nimic special.. Sau cu adevărat special! Ceva special, acel special... Vine rar.. Foarte rar. Dar dispare mult mai repede decît crezi.. Sperantă moare ultima... Se spune! Asa si e? Poate ca da.. Gîndul meu.. Mereu si mereu gîndul meu e la tine, orice as face. Mi-as dori sa fie la fel. Mdea. EU ştiu prea bine , nu primeşti tot ce îţi doreşti. But... After a hurricane comes a rainbow... Just. LIVE YOUR LIFE.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.

miercuri, 10 noiembrie 2010

All I need is a little time.




A little time to wake up and find real love.

E posibil? Acum... Revin sentimente mai vechiii... Care poate nu au incetat niciodata. Dar. Tot in jurul tau pare perfect. Dar eu? Era vorba de speranta la ultima sansa. Care a murit si ea, acum. Si iubirea se transforma in ura.. Pentru ultima oara. Poate... Defapt e ultima oara cand o sa mai cred in minciunile tale, si o sa sper degeaba. Nu o sa gasesti nicaieri mai multa dragoste... Nu te preface ca iti pasa. Go and find someone else.. This is so hard... De uitat.. Nu te pot si nu te voi uita... Macar sa gasesti fericirea altundeva... Si acea fericire si fie absoluta si eterna pentru tine. But.. No one's gonna love you more than I DO.

The end.